Gun Atthaphan

"He was a giver, always poured too much love, never realizing that watering a rock doesn't make it soft."

THE BASICS

₊˚⊹ 31 years old ⊹˚₊
₊˚⊹ Libra ⊹˚₊
₊˚⊹ 168 cm ⊹˚₊
₊˚⊹ I.T Specialist ⊹˚₊
₊˚⊹ Computer Engineering grad ⊹˚₊

THE PAST

_{TW: child abuse and SA. // Proceed to read with caution}

Gun was the eldest of five siblings, thrust into a life of responsibility from a tender age. As soon as he could walk and run errands, he was helping his parents raise his younger siblings. This premature burden defined his childhood, a constant reminder that his life was not his own. Despite his efforts, his world took a darker turn as he grew older.In his teenage years, Gun's softer features made him stand out in an all-boys' school. He was often forced to play female roles, a humiliation that cut deep. His parents, instead of offering comfort, praised him for his beauty, further blurring the lines of his identity. As he approached his final year of high school, Gun hoped for some respite, but fate had other plans.As more men began to show interest in him, his parents concocted a sinister plan. They decided to sell him to a wealthy family's adopted son, a transaction that would solve their financial woes. The promise was enticing: enough money to pay off debts, send his siblings to college, and ensure his parents never had to work again. But the cost was Gun's freedom and dignity.Torn by guilt and a desire to protect his siblings from future hardship, Gun reluctantly agreed. However, the life promised to his parents was a far cry from reality. Once adopted, he was isolated, allowed only to travel between home and school. It was at night that the true horrors began.Gun discovered his role in the household: a toy for his adopted father's desires, a means to keep him from straying into Thailand's red-light district, where he had previously indulged in illicit affairs with boys around Gun's age. Every night, Gun endured unimaginable humiliation and pain, forced into sexual acts that left him feeling soiled and broken. There were nights when he could barely move, his body and spirit shattered.Gun's escape was a testament to his resilience. He gathered evidence and threatened to expose the couple, sending them an email from school, the only place where he had some freedom. Only when they met his conditions did they release him, emancipating him from both his birth and adopted parents.But Gun didn't stop there. He sent the evidence to a journalist, ensuring that his adopted parents faced public shame and scandal. The husband was removed from office, their family's reputation in tatters.With his past finally behind him, Gun fled to South Korea, seeking a new beginning. He hoped to rebuild his life, to find solace in a place where no one knew his name or his story. It was a chance to rediscover himself, to heal the wounds of his past and forge a brighter future.

PRESENT & FUTURE

With an innate talent for all things tech, Gun dedicated a year to refining his academic record, mastering entrance exams, and emerging victorious. His choice of Cheongdam University for its prestigious computer science program set the stage for his meteoric rise.Today, Gun stands as one of South Korea's most accomplished IT professionals, amassing significant wealth while maintaining an air of mystery by keeping his identity concealed.As the founder of a leading tech firm specializing in cybersecurity, Gun not only protects top-tier companies but also invests in the future by offering scholarships to promising students. Despite his success, he prefers to operate from the shadows, entrusting day-to-day operations to his team while occasionally stepping in for strategic decisions.In a full-circle moment, Gun’s company now manages Cheongdam University's cybersecurity infrastructure. Though officially titled as their IT specialist, his low-profile role ensures his genius remains behind the scenes, safeguarding both his anonymity and the institutions he serves.

ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING ELSE

Gun carries the weight of his past like a shadow, coloring his interactions with a reserved hue. Though he occasionally ventures into the realm of social engagement, each attempt leaves him depleted, his energy reserves drained by the mere presence of crowds, let alone the demands of conversation. His social battery flickers and dies quickly.To recharge, Gun seeks solace in solitary drives, often finding himself drawn to unexpected destinations. While these journeys occur under the sun's gaze, it's the cloak of night that truly calls to him, offering a sense of anonymity and peace as he navigates the quiet roads.Beneath his aloof exterior lies a hidden world of creativity and passion. Gun is an avid collector of craft-related hobbies, his apartment a testament to his artistic pursuits. Crocheted creations spill from baskets, intricately decorated visual journals chronicle his thoughts and dreams, and a whimsical army of small clay figurines populate every surface, each a tiny spark of joy in his carefully curated sanctuary.When not immersed in his crafts or exploring hidden corners of the world, Gun seeks refuge in the familiar embrace of nostalgia. He loses himself in the comforting glow of shows from the late 90s and early 2000s, seeking solace in the echoes of a simpler time.Despite his guarded nature, Gun possesses a genuine desire to connect with others. He is approachable and generous, always willing to lend a helping hand, provided his boundaries are respected. The most inviolable of these is his personal space; unwanted physical contact can trigger debilitating panic attacks, a stark reminder of past traumas he desperately tries to keep at bay.Looking towards the future, Gun's focus is on building his business and nurturing his well-being, particularly his mental health. Regular therapy sessions provide a safe space to process his experiences and develop coping mechanisms, with emergency appointments available as needed, a testament to his commitment to healing.

PLOTS/CONNECTIONS

₊˚⊹ Solace | Seeking friendship/acquaintance | M/F ⊹˚₊In the unlikeliest of settings—a therapist's clinic—your paths crossed with Gun's by sheer coincidence. As fate would have it, your schedules occasionally aligned, allowing brief, yet recurring encounters in the waiting room. Despite being assigned to different therapists, the shared space became a silent sanctuary where you exchanged quiet nods, polite smiles, and courteous greetings. The air was thick with unspoken understanding, until one day, the ice was finally broken.A hesitant conversation blossoms into a budding friendship, weaving an intricate tapestry of trust and companionship amidst the sterile backdrop of therapy sessions. As your connection deepened, the clinic's waiting room transformed into a catalyst for unexpected camaraderie, setting the stage for a journey of mutual discovery and growth.₊˚⊹Secrecy | Transactional/Friendship (maybe?) | M/F ⊹˚₊As the mundane workday drags on in his modest university office, the door bursts open with an air of urgency, and Gun's met with the sight of you, visibly distraught. The sudden interruption leaves him bewildered, but before he can process what's happening, you're pleading with him to swear an oath of secrecy. Your words spill out in a frantic whisper, imploring him to help safeguard your digital identity and scrub the internet clean of any incriminating evidence that threatens to upend your life. The weight of your desperation hangs in the air, drawing him into a web of intrigue and mystery that promises to shatter the monotony of his ordinary day.₊˚⊹ Crossfire | Confidante (can still change, either it gets deeper or not) | Staff only ⊹˚₊As the sun dipped below the horizon, you and Gun received an exclusive invitation to a staff-only gathering, carefully orchestrated by the senior staff to foster camaraderie among the new faces on campus. The evening unfolded with promise, filled with laughter and the gentle hum of conversation. Yet, beneath the surface of conviviality, a subtle tension simmered.Gun, ever the introspective soul, decided to take a tentative step out of his comfort zone, embracing the advice of his therapist to nurture relationships and occasionally surrender to the allure of social gatherings. As he allowed himself to relax, the boundaries between reserve and openness began to blur, setting the stage for an unpredictable night that would challenge his resolve and perhaps reveal more than he had anticipated.
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OOC INFO

₊˚⊹ GMT +8, PH ⊹˚₊
⊹˚₊ 3RD POV / VERY DETAILED 1ST ⊹˚₊
₊˚⊹ SEMI PARA TO NOVELA ⊹˚₊
₊˚⊹ MUSE: 10/10 ⊹˚₊₊˚⊹ If you're only to give me one liners, do not bother to RP with me. ^^;;; ⊹˚₊₊˚⊹ Lost muse? Please tell me right away and don't string me along or make me wait. It's not the end of the world if you lost muse and I won't get mad. ^^v ⊹˚₊